spirals, by Efficax

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1.	spirals 02:58	lyrics	buy track
take me. I am nothing. burn me to flame. I cant change anything I cant I. take me I am nothing. sacrifice me to flame. I cant change anything I cant I... why cant I... leave me. I am nothing. just a waste of your space. I cant be anything I cant I. hate me. I am nothing. just a burden you face. I cant change anything I cant I. see me. I am nothing. just a face with a name. but you will never change you wont you. hate me. I pray for something. just to be who I am but I cant change a thing I cant I. kill me. I am nothing. in your eyes im the same. I cant change anything I cant I. change anything. why cant I?
2.	fvckd 02:16	lyrics	buy track
you say my name. but its not my name. you say im him. but im not the same. is this all fun. can you see the pain. welling up in my eyes. drowning everything. you feel my skin. your touch is cold. I am nothing. or so im told. you words. they hurt. cut to the bone. I feel fucked up. and so alone.
3.	right 02:22	lyrics	buy track
I wanna be right. I wanna be wrong. dont know what I want. dont know what I... all of its bullshit. all of this bullshit.
4.	haunted 04:24	lyrics	buy track
my uncle died. guess it hit dad hard. right after the cancer had left its mark. I know I should call. but I cant stand to lie. im just so scared that I dont even want to try. been over a year now. feel clean and clear. but filled with lies and a paralyzing fear. I just wanted a name to call my own. but im just a mothers son. and a fathers ghost. im haunted. im haunting. im haunted. im haunting. the past keeps running up on me. the past keeps creeping up on me. the past keeps creeping up on me. the past has such a hold on me. the past has such a hold on me.

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scrapped a full album to write this fuzzy, noisy thing because it just felt better.

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released May 27, 2022

written and recorded by Elle

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Efficax Los Angeles, California

bedroom bullshit pt. ii

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