1. |
good girl
02:13
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somedays i wish i could vanish
id be a ghost in your screen
showing you just what you wanted
who you thought id grow to be
trying on a sisters dresses
wear them out in the wild green
felt the simple calm sensation
of a quiet inner peace
call you a monday
say that things are fine here
crying on the inside
i cant seem to see clear
be home on a wednesday
cant get out of this bed
taking pills to sort out
all the shit in my head
leaving on a friday
made my peace with this choice
couldnt stand who i saw
couldnt stand my own voice
service on a sunday
say a prayer for my soul
if i get to heaven
i will be your good girl.
i will be your good girl
i will be yours.
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2. |
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03:48
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im fading away
im fading away
i dont know what i can ever be so call me up
i could tell you all the truths you ever wanted to know
wanna tell you all the things ive done
wanna tell you how im doing better than last year
but im scared of the exile
the wordless moments
the sitting in silence
i know its coming
im fading away...
ive been staring at a screen for days
dreaming of telling you everything
wonder how it will go
wonder how ill feel
wanna know you real bad
wanna feel like youre real
but instead its a bad dream
im stressed out and worried
praying for something
i know i cant get.
i know i cant get
i know i cant get
i know i cant
i dont know who you wanna be so call me up
i could tell you all the shit that happened over the years
wanna tell you how im doing while im doing good
wanna tell you how im feeling like im feeling now
but im scared of the exile
the wordless moments
the sitting in silence
i know is coming
im scared of the judgment
so ill just push it
its nothing to me
but its everything
im fading away...
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3. |
scaredy cat
01:44
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dear old mom is scared
keep joking that ill cut my hair
go back to who i was
and my sisters scared
she'll have a kid and he wont be there
and no one will want to help
my dad is scared
that he lost his son somewhere out there
and its all his fault even though its not
and here i am im scared
ill end it all cause i cant spare
anymore for anyone
or anything at all.
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4. |
teach
01:56
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holy mary
i could be yer good girl
oh my lord
i could be yer good girl
just make me scream
and bind my hands
force me to pray
till i understand
holy mary
i could be yer good girl
oh my lord
i could be yer good girl
its not my choice
my soul to take
i prayed to something
and it spoke to me
holy mary
i could be yer good girl
oh my lord
teach me how to be yer good girl
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5. |
ruiner
02:08
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another year passes
time for things to change
but i still feel alone
no matter what its all the same
calling calling for something
leaving leaving i wont come back
one day i wanna forget
everything that ive ever been
playing playing god again
redo, second chance, restart
but as much as things change
i still have the same heart
playing playing god again
redo, second chance, restart
but as much as things change
still have the same fucking heart
i wanna live fast and i wanna die young
but im getting too old and care about the people i love
days are bleeding into the nights
breaking my bones trying to do what is right
wanna live fast and wanna die young
but i hate this love and scared of dying alone
words are screaming out of me
hoping that you hear this
a confession of everything
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6. |
666
03:17
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tell me how it feels
feeling like you do
only said what i felt
but it didnt feel gud
whats it feel like
for god to answer all of your prayers
cause ive been asking for so many things
but i dont think he cares
i dont think hes there
never felt like any of it
ever worked out
never had a lot to care about
had a lot to care about...
started carving 666
saw the bad things that i did
(the world keeps spinning
on and on and on and on
keep forgiving
on and on and on and on)
started carving 666
saw the bad things that i did.
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