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from penance by Efficax

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lyrics

im fading away
im fading away

i dont know what i can ever be so call me up
i could tell you all the truths you ever wanted to know
wanna tell you all the things ive done
wanna tell you how im doing better than last year

but im scared of the exile
the wordless moments
the sitting in silence
i know its coming

im fading away...

ive been staring at a screen for days
dreaming of telling you everything
wonder how it will go
wonder how ill feel
wanna know you real bad
wanna feel like youre real
but instead its a bad dream
im stressed out and worried
praying for something
i know i cant get.

i know i cant get
i know i cant get
i know i cant

i dont know who you wanna be so call me up
i could tell you all the shit that happened over the years
wanna tell you how im doing while im doing good
wanna tell you how im feeling like im feeling now

but im scared of the exile
the wordless moments
the sitting in silence
i know is coming

im scared of the judgment
so ill just push it
its nothing to me
but its everything

im fading away...

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from penance, released April 5, 2023

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