im looking back
at how i spent those days
blacking out
a sea of glasses in front of me
and were all laughing but im crying
on the inside i cant stand
im collapsing into her arms
before falling into bed again and again...
i got old friends
but i dont hear them calling me anymore
dont know who i am
a couple do and im keeping them around
cause i cant stand the loneliness
that ive been feeling
i cant stand
punching holes in the wall till i get to the ceiling
im not feeling
quite the same
im fearful of
every last fucking thing
cause ive done some bad things
cause ive done things i regret
like writing all those words
all the things ive ever said
the lies that i told
and the shitty things i did
in plain sight to relive them over again
its boyhood
its just boyhood
its just boyhood
youre growing into a man
its boyhood
its just boyhood
its just boyhood
youre growing into a man
push it deep down
push it deep down
dont let it come out
dont let it come out
push it deep down
push it deep down
dont let it come out
dont let it come out
its just boyhood
pranks
the dumb things we regret
adolescence
pubescence
i was making mistakes that i cant forget.
This compilation is a good cross-section of indie and lo-fi tunes from the community of the UK-based independent label. Bandcamp New & Notable May 17, 2019