boyhood

from DESTROYER by Efficax

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vocals by Angelique Newell

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im looking back
at how i spent those days
blacking out
a sea of glasses in front of me
and were all laughing but im crying
on the inside i cant stand
im collapsing into her arms
before falling into bed again and again...

i got old friends
but i dont hear them calling me anymore
dont know who i am
a couple do and im keeping them around
cause i cant stand the loneliness
that ive been feeling
i cant stand
punching holes in the wall till i get to the ceiling

im not feeling
quite the same
im fearful of
every last fucking thing

cause ive done some bad things
cause ive done things i regret

like writing all those words
all the things ive ever said
the lies that i told
and the shitty things i did
in plain sight to relive them over again

its boyhood
its just boyhood
its just boyhood
youre growing into a man

its boyhood
its just boyhood
its just boyhood
youre growing into a man

push it deep down
push it deep down
dont let it come out
dont let it come out

push it deep down
push it deep down
dont let it come out
dont let it come out

its just boyhood
pranks
the dumb things we regret
adolescence
pubescence
i was making mistakes that i cant forget.

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from DESTROYER, released November 18, 2022

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