here I am making dinner at 11pm again
spend my nights wide awake and my mornings sleeping in
how do I find the right words cowardice has run its course
and I said all my prayers but I cant help but feel remorse
maybe god would answer if I showed penance and kneeled
but I know he's not out there its in the silence I feel
its in the silence I feel
and its all so unreal
now there's three men in the corner
and all eyes are on me
feel god in this chilis
she's saying on tv
hiding bags under my eyes
and a stash of fitting clothes
wanna feel pretty
wanna feel less alone
my mother says she loves me
my father I don't know
haven't spoken in years
I hope he's well and lets this go
and I've been painting my eyes
running red over these lips
never felt like myself
until I shed that skin
like a snake in the garden
I am the snake in the garden.
This compilation is a good cross-section of indie and lo-fi tunes from the community of the UK-based independent label. Bandcamp New & Notable May 17, 2019