kill me
maybe its what we just need
change my name till it just feels right
and all bad things fade from memory
can you save me
cause pentagrams and black masses
sure ruined all my fucking chances
hate me over broken promises
from last year
they feel so god damn clear to me.

tell me one last time
that everything is fine
jumping in with open arms
im finally finding my way
reading letters never sent
I didn't care about happiness
but when I did
I wouldn't give it up for the god damn world

do you remember walking home?
long nights drinking?
remember praying?
do you remember the feeling?

remember feeling so alone

im so sick and broken i can't breathe
the coffin this dead space when im gone will I sleep
alone still, your warm heart is right here next to me
the warm blood in this cold heart, feels like death in me
im crying im restless im hoping you get this
I've been suffering here maybe I am happy somewhere
some other place in memory
a place where I don't have to grieve
over shit from the past
over shit im happy to forget

im happy to forget
the person I was
im happy to move on
see who ill become

im smiling
and happy
I can't breathe
the life I was scared
is finally fufilling
this cold heart
with something
it was always missing
it was always missing out
im crying
im careless
im hoping you hear this
confession for my sins
I can't believe I was hiding
behind the things I couldn't see
being the things I thought were me
behind the face that I can't stand
behind someone
behind that man...

behind the things I couldn't see
behind the things I thought were me.