both hands together
pray to the holy ghost
trapped with myself
the one i hate the most
all of these decisions
find a way to place the blame
but it all comes back to me
running in circles with my name
now i live in some shitty apartment
at 26 i missed my parents
wonder how live couldve been
wonder how it ended up like this
couldve been safe
couldve been married
couldve had a kid
and started a family
couldve worn white
without feeling like death
couldve been what i never had
instead im sleeping alone in a twin bed
filled up with dreams i lived out in my head
growing out my hair then ill cut it again
i hate the way i am and i cant pretend
to smile like i used to
watching towers crumble to dust
its in that empty feeling
that i keep getting lost
its a relic of the past
hope for the future
life in another time
i was always such a straight shooter
now im lying alone
hope it goes away
in a self destructive prophecy
the things i couldnt change
nights spent in love
trying to be eloquent
but the hate thats growing
felt so relevent
everythings fading
like ink from the pen
i think about it all
over and over again
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