theyve been saying that im doing bad things
theyve been blaming it on a bad upbringing
think i dont hear what theyve been saying
i think god doesnt hear me when i am praying
good ol johnny says dont say a fucking word
while hes leaving bed ashamed of my worth
lying naked in his childhood home
the walk of shame smelling of liquor and stoned
get a taxi maybe ill come back
but my feet are moving way too fast
im running out with arms wide open in the dusk
ill take my own life instead of losing what i love
instead of losing what i love
never seen the ocean tide rise
couldnt fathom holy ghosts in my sight
asking how could i be the one to blame
i know myself and i can carry the shame.
my head hangs low i got the world on my shoulders
mom says dont come home and dad thinks im a burden
cant pay all these bills piling up on the table
cant take enough pills to stop breathing by april
shoulders too broad
a voice too deep
cant find where i belong or escape what i see so clearly
shoulders too broad
a voice too deep
cant find where i belong or escape all the bad i see in me.
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